Diamond Studded Forehead

the craze has increased for the burn out generation day by day so has the temperature and today v sing all day for the water to come down but alas so much sin has happened as they say that the water does not come in this land of flyovers and crazed out traffic you may see an ankel tattoed female with hair tossed out ipod plugged in walking unaffected in her zone on the sidelines and a white shirt clad very obvious man on his phone talking bout the days usual never ending stories, they pass each other front on in a flash, the fragrance of the female goes a long way with guy and the girl sniifs her nose bcoz of the wet soiled inhalation, this is our land where contrasts xist in happiness uaffected dnt take it as an insight on india bcoz u already know bout it but u wat u dnt know is this tiny blue ball no which v rotate is just a very small dot and v r but a virus petrified smwhere deep down by a race which fuked up its resources real bad and this is the latest talked buzz in usa presently of our exisitance, of contrasts, of antimatter and balance on the razor of our reality and dat of a parallel universe but to us v think v know it all... but alash there is so much to understand , hw many lives do v remember of our being its a spot light focusing on rungs of chain but v forget we r ourselves the complete chain, dat day i was at the terris at 3.30 am the delhi terris are an array of mammoth and all so aligned as if u cud walk on the whole city at connecting heights of 100 vertical meters, so i was contemplating bout the plane of spice jet flyin past me over my head, the ppl inside dont even know dat time is changing with countries they fly upon and so is their xcistence, v know it by the gmt calcuations but still the mystery remains like the loch ness remains, the macro aspect i bring home is vere v better when v presumed earth was flat or today when v know it is round but hw many other rounds there may b which may b blue and hv sm one like me and you, fuk the enlightment is this is a trap the more you want to know the more there is to know but then what, ;like the number 23 which has some divine connection of the galactic centre aligning with out solar system/milky way in 2012,.. chalchitra lounge has amazing jasmine tea with a tiger moustached bombay uncle who serves me dat rs80 cup smiling aways and padoson movie running on the projector in gk2, i dnt even know his name and in afternoons when i wlak past i see him having a flag and acknowleding my xcistence, though am at a rough patch just after 12 hours at 3.30 pm when am hunting for humans who cud b goats and sheeps for my orgn and v cud slaughter them, not literally, lol...

tell me do u like being slapping yourself may b , who knows its a secret ... but like this then there is so much u want to do or get done,,,, man clok is tiking life is licking, .... either just hv a cheap fag and read me and say of fawk this is bull or , close ur eyes relax think bout me and make love to me,

but most imp is but wtf even if its imp or not bcoz imp is our made term, dnt bcom a lunatik but bcom real and then see through,

adios by pagal baba

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Journey

do u know that feeling which comes to you when u r shut out and with your self , closing your eyes lying on that comfortable couch u think what you want and for brief moment you feel u r in it, a very enticing system for our happiness, illusions can b more satisfying then reality. the person is one but lives many lives try this while reading just think bout say a swimmer on espn and keep on watching him with focus and you could then self identify with him and feel yourself swimming, what an amazing xperience when u may feel it,. this is a technique which may b result in a very good escape route to your daily monotonous routine but the point is it is just those two extra wheels to the cycle which we use as supporters but later after gainig the xpertise u dnt need these toys but being with the self is what makes u content, v r bound by our own will and the fear of unkonwn so v create the safety net i want to b realistic and bring courage to those souls who have discovered this writing on mine, can u remember how many times u, v have taken that xtra foot ahead taken the risk for anything worthwhile, once done you dont look back and there the discovery begins and you add so much to yourself, so to become the red in the black i feel we have to do what others dont. at times v stik to something for too long whearas v should go ahead and at times v move forward when v need to stable the most. this insight once developed is very rewarding. i have started already. r u game !

Karma

The word has been misinterpreted according to individual comforts or else been moulded into a sellable thought which an indian ear always want. a philosophy in favour of their existence but the realities are firm and in contrast to desire. This word has a life and is alive newton got late but when he spoke the third law the humans realted karma to that law its instead that he discovered karma and phrased it in his understanding and it made the third law.

the spotlight on life is for a brief segment where u know u r born and you die but even in this span the memory in unable to remeber the complete flow of events, this spotlight is focused on this single life like to understand it simpler its like a chain and u light ur torch on a single mould, but its a continuous chain and what binds that chain of life is karma. not only the connector but also it is the surprisingly justifying mechanism of god.

the practial implications are that what you see in your dreams irrelevant stuff which u cannnot relate to yourself does have meaning, its an inner call and its imp to escape the circle but almost impoosible it has a secret technique which is known to the mystics and seers and to become one is a challange and a process in itself but still being human u can do, you killed an ant unknowingly at a specific momownt at a specific time it was not chance but had a purpose the karma tries to balance itself and this tension creates more karma so the process is everlasting. the humans suffer bcoz what they have done and get happiness due to their good deeds., thats what v know since long.. but the most imp part i tell you is the cheat code to life
its the escape, what ever v do physically mentally or spiritually is all sacrificed to the nothingness , the supreme which is unknown to the human mind, and its burnt... then only real light the ancient fire will purify the spirit, i dont say soul but spirit , the spirit has character and that charachter needs nourishment,, once lightened by the burden of eons gathered karma .... it gets light and elevates.. this is the only escape otherwise for all of your knowledge even when if i write i create karma ...

cheers

p./s : suggested readings aghora triology and arthur avalon , law of karma

12 to 21

The bell rang the BOYS ran

In front the greenish high up above the rainy sky

The screams aloud the faces proud

The living dreams some chuckling queens

That age so naive no effort to save

Some swings some slide a profound insight

Are v the one once absorbed that sun

V wink, its gone changing eons

We try to find what we have LOST.

10.9

Scanning the range with hope and speculation,

the commands echos in the distance "welcome shooter to the ----"

the silence prevails

with little streams of unheard respiration felt

the heart trying to jump out from inside

the preparation time when no one prepares

the sighter aligned for the pressure to release

the rifle picked up with grace and detail,

stance,grip,breath,alignment,

trigger pull,Zeroing,stability : for a fraction of a second,

the planned surprise shot.

follow through, disdain or a faint smile, .

the numeric on screen matching the expectation

the process continues

this is my spirit my game

Bodies

While driving across the roads of south Delhi in irritating heat of September where the human is unable to identify whether it is hot or cold, the boss is upon the mind asking for more delivery and the rope tightening across the only relived by brief moments of the date which says 28th the salary day and you get the Elixir of life for a brief moment.

I watch with remorse the roads of malvia nagar flooded by thick skinned Punjabi's of all sorts some on bike with their bag and the eternal Nokia earphone and others in their Audi's (only bodies and bodies).

 They come in all sizes, they make you feel as if its worst then animals at least they have furs, some you dont want even to see and some you just don't want to get your eyes off , What Paradox of Life where we want : what we may not really want and we do what by doing we lead to doing what that we would never would have wanted doing in the first place,

India has this only one major problem fuck all others the number problem, the life is in abundance here and if you r smart enough to analyze you can virtually predict the mundane progression of an obvious man , you can even predict the hair color die and the movie they would have watched last, so now the brain storming part how it has helped the new mode generation have they gained or they lost by living on the edge by not knowing the course of life and working it out by gut and instinct where they want to outperform and be the best but the core of it is that they are no better then the one's they have outdated because they have become more materialistic and have left the larger cause , even writing this i am thinking that even i am belonging slowly to the same heard but the change has to seep in and now is the right moment to change, i think while driving and writing and eating my Maggi outside iift that this stark contrast of India has to normalize one day and the up gradation of individual unit i.e of life has to happen or else we will be another china where everyone is robotic and the same.

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