Howl

In the underbelly below levels of “sophisticated pussy rendering music that the slow DNA processes humans live by considering themselves sane and normal”, a down sound with fire to eat your soul reverberates, pregnant about to be born genre of engulfing wavelengths, there is constant howling from the recesses of your inner margins, drops of beats dripping and drenching your existence, living their span of blessed existence just to reach your ear drums and die a non-virgin death. They exist perpetually always hidden behind realms but we choose not to tune in.

A bald entity, owl soul, body of trance, tattooed, addict of himself resides in the vertical depths ahead of duality with a Star of David inked on this throat but is he able to transmit his depths of venomous wisdom in your cells is a matter to contemplate - the power with which evil spreads outshines the speed of light. Purity otherwise seeps slow but considerably etched as deep rooted. I have witnessed in the echelons and long corridors of celebrated existence which holds limited power. Here they exist in silos un braised by the perpetual question i.e the want of self-sustained existential inquiry they exist for the fulfillment of the system which surpasses its own mortal creator, suddenly living on a vaginal peninsular plane of our nation specifically situated on the upper tip of the vertical slit a feminine force presume considerable influence to destroy a life by ink and mind. The waves are heavy and cascaded damage is humongous. Alas like the treacherous Japanese race we have accepted our fate like their cursed land to rebuild what is destroyed, here inflicted by torturing human egos instead of Mother Nature.

The red heart hidden inside is drenched in blood perpetually within us it functions in harmony there is no pain except for invisible emotions that it fails to manage perpetually. The cardio system is intact if we don’t consider to destroy it but our actions annihilate It alas we all are sadist suicide maniacs.

The universe in human form is blinking itself on us. The sweep of stars is glorious and magnificent. Teleportation explored will make us capable to explore dimensions alien but our familiarity considered to be known by us is a mystery to decode in itself. Unknown souls affect us in a certain way which is degenerating for us, they tell us what our capabilities are and we stop our mind to think on their views alas a new way to amuse ourselves.

Wolves, fearless, strategic, tactful, well packed show us our path to recon, something we have forgotten for our selfishness has overpowered us which is on the pinnacle of youth. Such is this brand a conspirator trap of mind that we think in a very limited fashion and are where we stand today, happy in our rabbit holes in the darkest cozy corners of our existence, if pulled up by our collars to face the bright light of existence we will discover ourselves in an alien land like a mental asylum prisoner suddenly free. We are phenomenally brilliant specie and have time and again proved our worthiness, like wolves we need to forgoe trust deficit and come along together to form a perfect faction of a one aim agenda no manifestos but a one aim agenda.

The sound the sight the presence and memories once novel become part of us, we stop seeking our truths and pursue landscapes painted by unfamiliar hands. A seeker remains a seeker what he seeks ahead is beyond our scope of writings. The brilliance of Zohar & Tora, Tantra and Buddha remind us time and again to clean the mirror and reflect. The key to exit the maze is us. The encounter awaited with brilliance is our sailing towards it and it towards us inch by inch. The merger is destined for a fusion of everything towards harmony.

Pandora Box

Open

Symmetrical, cubical, oval and neo designed spaces are where small human organism thrives. Enclosures are decorated with glittering lasers, projectors and sublime efforts of making things objective and scientific; a consistent overburden. Rational approach to make sense and create logical synthesis reaches self-fulfilling fallacies.The architecture of life being bound in its limitations, lets us slide by yet alas all good things come to an end like a tsunami swapping life to a canvas redone. Like the soul of your shoe that your feet has been living with eternally; falls apart. 
The particles of matter collide & the depth in their rebellion is intrinsically unique, they spark with ferocious repulsion yet the flare has brilliance, it marks glorious end to known territories. Imagine a big fire raw engulfing life and this wave of devouring has a soothing effect on drab souls to jolt them to newness. 

A generation of passivity sits in gloom to imagine,dream and hope for miracles to happen and turn their course of inertia they have gathered over eons into stardom . Isn't it ironic hoping and wishing for a fish to fly and those rare species of fish that do fly are short lived and die at speed of eye blink. As Carl Sagan looks backs and tell us our real story, people are taken aback in awe only for a dull moment and life drags itself on our blue planet. Meanwhile 20 km above sometime a meteor blasts sending shock waves to life forms and still our apathy to gauge the transitory nature of our existence is infallible. 
Shabbat dawns upon me a cloud of self-query, I seek answers to musings unknown. I see across geographies across existence across humans and i discover no purpose of their wanderings. I see a strong valid assertions to decisions undertaken but in realty there is no grounded substance and with a fast pace shift towards absurd lifestyles of shallow hollowness the generations ejected out of restless wombs will witness an existence wanting to be everything and translating into nothing. 

Abundance creates burden on soul as the striving comes to closure also the lethargic DNA code of low races runs ahead without reverse -  to impurify already corrupted minds and create fleeting happiness that is extremely compounding elusive. On the contrary the star dust efforts for eons to let a seed grow and glow by the virtue of fusing with divine function/ will to live deliberated as alchemy of life. Words are sewn across the virgin purity to bring home the conclusive nature of the spark just like a a new born so at least it can be named in the lowest dimension.

There have been transformations and inquiries for pure discoveries, the adept is a doer and is not a knower, despite anchored as a doer which being his sole purpose; consumed in the act of doing he "knows". There are rare humans who can bring and indeed at times bring us to the cusp of gathering courage and face the bright sunlight but for us it turns a blinding seance/experience due our sloth, inertial and doubt of life. 

We exist on peripheries and living whole is just a desire for many. It is a matter of contention to purify ourselves that mental states transitions between a Hannibal and Christ without any alarm are not fickle and need to be mentored cautiously so none remains, the devil seeps quickly and slides in the whole life whereby purity remains at the preaching level, i think the dark alley is never ending and there is no bright light at the end of it. Divine geometry runs across universe yet is not ugly; that which differs it from scribbling is discipline and patience. I have to my knowledge great learnings but deployment happens when a will arises and it is short lived many a times which i strive to nurture and develop.

There are entities that have created a sharp life, set examples and have lived to inspire, we look at figures each day, the spectrum is huge, the life forms many. 

Cheer up your head and look around from a top of a sky scraper, what do you witness in entirety is labeled truth full of everything - imagined and unimagined, you cling to it to centre in you "the objective of being". 
There is none or there is maybe one; is upon us to decode. 

Zoom out, from this planet to higher forms of life, expand :: look at the horizon and you my friend exist as its sweet bright spot.

Jew Lee

The Ascent

The avalanche of genesis started speeding downwards rolling, before anyone could comprehend how to control it & provide it with a vector. Since childbirth the micro unit is subjected to unlimited conditioning towards a weird fashion called life formalities, as per the birth stats and forbidden it is, if not done - is a moral duty gone haywire. 

I am addressing the thought of non initiation for birth, though sounding Utopian and not possible, very similar to wave particle mystery non similar to a blanket of mature knowledge is worn by the virgin soul allowing some confluence of its experience on the pallet of life. A signature remains inborn to all creation whereby some innate force makes them native to their nature, still there is huge scope of novelty because if we dont create as we live, the clutter of sameness will burden creation. Creativity alas balances this paradox.

This manifestation & departing of the primordial energy cluster from units is a process eternal and centuries have faded knowing it.

The lifting up from the heavy dimensional plane of our living on this planet towards a lighter motive is something worth practicing. How rises the question? Answer being :: by Burning the internal pure bright flame towards rising, rebelling, revealing - unexplored mind corners and slowly fading and merging with the sublime firmament - aspiring towards 90 degrees upwards, persistently across eons.
The fire never disappoints us it always reminding silently the way towards up. Elements are our dial tone to unique bliss. The finer realities don’t have a burdensome obligation towards the pull of gravity somewhat post a full five course meal you may experience, instead very lofty sublime and unique short lived experience mark their advent as if a fiber of dream touched us and went away. The perfume of pure embracing and parting away giving us a sneak peak of our own development.
Rebellion from gravity by ripening karma will enable us to levitate within. 

The centering is beautiful to know. Yes by hearing and reading divine texts some indications will be passed upon you if you will to bring/create the perfect stars and the will to improve upon yourself but awareness of being dawns through mediation & that will make us reach the bright abyss of the single ness. Tantr, Cabbala are methodologies for the practitioner for the seeker in silence. For the know-er however these are grand books which he may flaunt to the ignorant.  

With Faith only I may state that fiery focus sustainable coupled with silence, like this Eg: of virtually imagined expanse of an auditorium possessing grand 2000 Buddha’s meditating. The grandeur can be beholden upon in your being  to turn mind inwards and then rise. Support per say tradition has been revered where a mentor ship alliance is sought, Mentoring and deserving are grand plays they co exist with their set of demands in conjugation.

The internal fulfilling is profound by understanding the two grand complete systems - (tantr & kabbalah) that nothing more is needed only practicing of centering and more centering//
Praying is penultimate initiation in front of the absolute, then up-gradation from praying towards honing yourself to be receptive is desired to receive grace with knowledge.

Imagine an owl, a tiger a nebula or a dreamy desire; go deep inside yet travel afar: project your internal strength and bend a spoon. Be united in the synthesis of unification or contradiction :: yet encompass all.

I hope & pray the higher forces pay grace and heal us.

Remember the aspect of infinite that suits you and never cease to know.

Wise Tortoise 

The Zohar Pritzker Edition, Volume One TRANSLATION AND COMMENTARY BY DANIEL C. MATT SERIES: THE ZOHAR: PRITZKER EDITION

The first two volumes of The Zohar: Pritzker Edition, translated with commentary by Daniel C. Matt, cover more than half of theZohar's commentary on the Book of Genesis (through Genesis 32:3). This is the first translation ever made from a critical Aramaic text of the Zohar, which has been established by Professor Matt based on a wide range of original manuscripts. The extensive commentary, appearing at the bottom of each page, clarifies the kabbalistic symbolism and terminology, and cites sources and parallels from biblical, rabbinic, and kabbalistic texts. The translator's introduction is accompanied by a second introduction written by Arthur Green, discussing the origin and significance of the Zohar. Please see the Zohar Home Page for ancillary materials, including the publication schedule, press release, Aramaic text, questions, and answers.

Further information on the Zohar:

Sefer ha-Zohar, "The Book of Radiance," has amazed and overwhelmed readers ever since it emerged mysteriously in medieval Spain toward the end of the thirteenth century. Written in a unique Aramaic, this masterpiece of Kabbalah exceeds the dimensions of a normal book; it is virtually a body of literature, comprising over twenty discrete sections. The bulk of the Zohar consists of a running commentary on the Torah, from Genesis through Deuteronomy. This translation begins and focuses here in what are projected to be ten volumes. Two subsequent volumes will cover other, shorter sections.

The Zohar's commentary is composed in the form of a mystical novel. The hero is Rabbi Shim'on son of Yohai, a saintly disciple of Rabbi Akiva who lived in the second century in the land of Israel. In the Zohar, Rabbi Shim'on and his companions wander through the hills of Galilee, discovering and sharing secrets of Torah.

On one level, biblical figures such as Abraham and Sarah are the main characters, and the mystical companions interpret their words, actions, and personalities. On a deeper level, the text of the Bible is simply the starting point, a springboard for the imagination. For example, when God commands Abraham,Lekh lekha, Go forth... to the land that I will show you (Genesis 12:1), Rabbi El'azar ignores idiomatic usage and insists on reading the words more literally than they were intended, hyperliterally: Lekh lekha, Go to yourself! Search deep within to discover your true self.

At times, the companions themselves become the main characters, and we read about their dramatic mystical sessions with Rabbi Shim'on or their adventures on the road, for example, an encounter with a cantankerous old donkey driver who turns out to be a master of wisdom in disguise.

Ultimately, the plot of the Zohar focuses on the ten sefirot, the various stages of God's inner life, aspects of divine personality, both feminine and masculine. By penetrating the literal surface of the Torah, the mystical commentators transform the biblical narrative into a biography of God. The entire Torah is read as one continuous divine name, expressing divine being. Even a seemingly insignificant verse can reveal the inner dynamics of the sefirot—how God feels, responds and acts, how She and He (the divine feminine and masculine) relate intimately with each other and with the world.

About the author

Daniel C. Matt is a leading authority on Jewish mysticism. For over twenty years, he served as Professor of Jewish Spirituality at the Graduate Theological Union in Berkeley, California. He has also taught at Stanford University and the Hebrew University in Jerusalem. He has published six books, including:The Zohar: Pritzker Edition, Volume One and The Zohar: Pritzker Edition, Volume Two Zohar: The Book of Enlightenment; Zohar: Annotated and Explained; The Essential Kabbalah; and God and the Big Bang: Discovering Harmony between Science and Spirituality. He has spent the past four years in Jerusalem working on this translation and currently lives in Berkeley, California.

Am reading this presently and my eyes are opening to the grace each moment. Post Tantra theology and Indian divine systems this provides an amazing platform to bring lucidity to individual's knowledge. Very Very rich text Daniel has done a work of 2 lifetimes in one. 

It will take 3,4 years to complete all 9 volumes. and then other works of Daniel C Matt.

Abhinav

Paradox ~ LIVE

DOWN-SLIDE

Distorted distant desires, soulless souls, life; hollow burdensome and incomplete. Ambiance of perpetual gloom and despair with ambitions burning like electric wicks ~ sustained bright but short and timed.. Ending before it starts. We inculcate a sense which desires for longevity and praised efforts which can have a future. Characters pregnant with actions speaking in their mental dialect, a different flair to each identity a unique image imprinted on our consciousness and people waiting for years to consume the new projections created by masterminds for our enrichment considered not less than divine and very eclectic and unique in their order, like a “spirit” to savored drop by drop by the palate. The human mind works in strange ways happiness is passé’ it thrives on misery. Experiencing suffering and understanding of it pronounces that maturity has dawned. A Streak of brilliance without a turbulent past life is unjustified. They have always projected that perfectionists don’t exist in harmony their matrix of evolution always has flowered from a little more than young kiddo unknowingly knowing the hard truths of survival and spending time with self in deep phases of darkness which in turn feeds the soul with owl eyes seeing all knowing all seeping in all and growing silent as wise cloak creeps on its innocence.

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Light searches ^engagingly ^continuously ^religiously ^perennially of the surging and germination of dark seeds and the polar difference between the two is not the ancient positive and negative they have the same source and they are symmetrically interwoven alternately running at a respectable distance from each other, still connected but still apart like DNA. They bind us and free us from us. Polar opposites are a mental fault. Opposition is penultimate to union. The essential righteous exhaust themselves to grip on the dark, the dark innovates at ease to slide like fluid easy from the traps of light.

We have been blessed to be of this age where we have learnt from the old and desired of the new, with specialization and a established procedure operating; already existing for us to explore. Steps are taken each day for every segmented life form from various age horizons and every life form hums their story, so much nerve wracking variety at speed and an under connecting underlying singular synthesis of being connecting and cocooning - ALL Pervasive, keeping up in us. Vectors if defined can redefine our complete chaosness into super humans but this is undesired as the individual freedom will be foregone for the larger cause.

Vision

From thought ^to streamlining ^to think ^to write ^ink ^to pen ^to present ^to be acknowledged ^to be followed, the flowchart seems intricately perfect. Fuck you!! Break it now in between ^to be acknowledged doesn’t exist people who know will come to seep from your flow. Don’t justify or even bother to inform because judgments will follow not on tongue; they will refrain for the sake of your composure but in their mind they will consume within their critical flame.
Do you want that to happen? Finally indebted to the instruments that make us grow on paper that creeps unstructured in our visual minds, the most gifted power is of realizing “to know or knowing” and then to remember that “you know” and to mark on tree pulp that you can “always know”. The challenge is to evoke the same magnitude of emotions that you would harbor while writing like a warrior rushing in your sleek fine neuron nerve again and again and again for timelessness when you read us and them alike.

“This is my least favorite life

The one where you fly and I don't

The kiss holds a million deceits

And a lifetime goes up in smoke”

Blog dedicated to True Detective 1&2new

Presence

Visuals affect the intellect in intruding ways from modern contemporary & contemplative pegged against traditional, old, pristine, primordial and Blake but nothing more than visuals on a neat fabric. These visions are empowered to create various emotions  like sense of liberation to frustration; indeed a variety; mind you these are a grand bouquet of unlimited mental musings - life steers through which' at large. Understanding of our true selves comes later once we realize our connect with this continuum and our support on them and their on us. Various Life forms swim this swamp everlastingly in attaining illusionary bliss, I write to bring at surface the epiphany "Experience of sudden and striking realization; contrasting which am also no different being in tune to my own illusionary musings.

In states of higher understandings and especially when they are coined and termed like a 'swing' witnessed high up on a mountain peak : desirable to be seated upon but realistically not attainable, this very is the tearing apart of our race which gathers itself from young ages to know and possess all that can be, but fails to gain the alluring fine needled pin point which should prick creating a nerve crack to ooze the blood -- bloody red fluid out, this is a valued innocent ephemerally infinite pain of a prick but the bright red visual delight, cubing out from inside towards this realm.. This red flow has innocence and warmth but once reaching this side of life from "inside us" it starts to freeze, there is a nature of this dimension to freeze things that try to change the obvious course of nature, but if a certain doggedness a certain clarity in head, especially different from the hollowness which is induced upon our own self by a lot of effort of reading and trying to get ‘there & their perspective’ but is instead achieved by the natural flow of dawning upon us by the universe ::: and when you slowly understand that Elokim is Hashem.

In an attempt to gain clarity of the highly celebrated event of perfect supreme understanding reaching Dissolution from Manifestation to Dissolution and that I may term of the supreme understandings nothing but a pure optico sono wave of pure knowledge stored in hard disks of intelligent enlightened minds we must tune in towards this wave like a radio needle finding its orgasmic station. We have been also operating like CPU’s, at times we too hang but our RAM’s are worst then CPU’s we "hang" over events for ages and make the clutter part of our selves a C.C cleaner of soul is much desirable but it is no software but instead our own reset button, the pushing of which more than resetting us Resolves us from our own self.

We can create reference points to justify that we have progressed or degraded as a civilization or as a micro woman but to what are these reference points to those former points.
This is an infinite time line where time again is just a matter of creation of time for our own convenience. Contemplation on vastness is the prime step when you think that you are starting to plunge, magnetically pulled you feel,  from here the spring board is formed and abyss spreads its contentness to receive the Diver and the Diver will complete the profound union by taking that plunge and depict to us through this diving act, the finer Supreme Understanding (the will to dive – to dive – and 'float, to be at ease in the sublime sea of vastness also termed as synthesis of being) this event paralleling magnificent macro event of unlimited will:: To create – To be & Tending towards Dissolution)

Lets live in & for every speck, every sphere, every specie of consciousness, comprehensible Vs non-attainable highest seat of throne (the grand duality) and that is our Presence. 

Flashes

Tibetan chants en grail the surrounding, resonating with the soul, because of the way they are murmured, it happens when the mind is allowed to wander in discipline.. 

Headless children running in the ruins of Angkor matched like a Japanese kimono girl having a serene presence / the glittering diamond shaped symmetrical boxes are spread thin in geometry with routes of white filaments adjoining and connecting the hexagons of life some containing maturing babies and some adults in childlike slumber. 

Mental planes are like Jhony Quest the father of Matrix which has a field to be constructed at its will. The power lies in the wishful thinking and then pursuing it to disdain or accomplishments.

A window overlooking the nervous system of a city and a human overlooking that wormhole is contemplating the fact of their freedom, a cocktail glass having a universe of liquid.. .FRACTALS

 Being stuck in a state for long is like rusting but then rust is rust and some where someplace it will RUST so why not here, rain is conducive and people like rain so they have to understand rust. Parrots may bang their heads against the wall and still b happy.

Three fingers have a lot of power to turn systems go crazy like a tech rider finding his balance with the gadgets. One finger on X axis and two separated by the one at 90 Degrees. The sign of ˈsaʊrɒn (Sauon)<<>>

Kripya gaadi tez na chalayein aage speed braker hai.

Either it will fall in or jump up but it will have a instant of uneasiness. … And that uneasiness is “permanence” being so ephermal and this stability being so stable is yet nerve wracking… 

Secretly can I take the luxury to drift to the other side and glance at past realizing its worthlessness or worthiness, the wastage or respect of effort.. Which helps me become silver?

BIGUL

STRIP (Ecdysis)

GAZER

Neat matrix of existence lies like cheese spread on a toast, well spread across life. Abundant humanoid existence wishes and dreams of creating and fulfilling private fantasies masking them with glorified acceptable reasons, many of our efforts see culmination towards reaching pinnacle if only sustained by our individual endurance quotient, we are so systematically entwined in mesh of cyber, physical, spiritual, dreamlike, mental realms that our visions and projections remain continuously overlapping and finding rhythm between these fields.

Neo ethico emergence of convenient groups r mushrooming across geographies and showcasing unimaginable behaviors only parts of some lunatic’s mental plane earlier . The rapid speed driven wink managed change (at all levels) regularly outgrows us at a geometric progression. With some Robinhood’s hood raising from the abyss and looking down upon us in a shape of  resurrected Jesus hanging on nothingness, these pure souls have respectable society uplifting agenda but are painted black to serve the purpose of corrupt,. As early voices are raised to invoke and advocate truth rapidly they r banished in void(case-Julian A &Snowden). Blanket of fog of forgetfulness looms & descends over pondering skulls who want a new fix each moment to keep them engaged in trance state. They find solace in the fact that they exist in silos whereby reality screams at them from the underbelly that "Existence Encompasses Everything".

Constantly emerging thinkers rise at horizon each moment and bring in new perspectives. It’s this vast never ending landscape of knowledge that we value the most but can never "contain nor exhaust". Our species Human step children stuck in limbo with no concrete formation of dire basics because of limited mental capability which is their own designed architecture to limit their self and handicapped mentoring is a major roadblock which primarily makes mindless supply line manufactured human race, especially when institutionalization takes place at a very early age and human seeds are programmed in not the way we want but largely in the ways of people mostly alien to our lifestyles. Some indeed would be the rebellious for-tuners who will change the way people would have looked as things for long in a ritualistic way. The writer N.N.Talib can here be quoted as a logical systematic epithet of challenging norm and I have immense respect for the writer because of his command on "maintaining a logical chain of challenging thought backed by substantial statistics and what he coins as Black Swan".

Events spin at game changing velocity and are making us prone to information that initially we could not comprehend, Its like possessing a big cheese cake & hang it by slicing it neatly in lean vertical portions with couple of them connected with a long string in between + with marked meaningful spaces in between a visual inspiration to sense it as “Slice of Life”.
We are conditioned to evaluate a human as a whole entity with all aspects of him completing his entity but on a closer look it is the insignificant that is important towards
A. micro active existence of instance to instance,  like me typing on the train of thought running parallel to my mental frame giving it a vector, building on the same for relevant meaningful dialogue and also trying to give it the best possible language, this specific task is a task of great cherish in itself - whole like a drop, potent of being an ocean.
So the instances of life can be mirrored to larger projections and fulfillment's at large, boomeranging with poise and passion towards you, this might sound to you that - o fawk I knew it, nothing new but what you don’t know is how to aspire to create this chain of micro activities that will change the way you want to manage yourself to fine tune to the vast landscape of life.

Our Race needs meaningful luster to genuinely glow and outshine. Norm is one thing that what we r bound too since our inception like "roots engulfing a tree yet liberating it", we need to explode our self and scatter at breadth of universal existence.
Learning is in catharsis and that sheen on our souls that we carry after this mortal rebirth has the grace to show our human race a final destination.

PLUG In – (Perform) – PLUG Out

Recourse

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Domino Effect

                               

Life is a culmination of so many functions falling aptly in place. Everything becomes just right and there it is oozing, shining and moving at different paces at times witnessed for very short intervals struggling to survive or else with sublime ease in a cozy corner, curling, waiting to come out but it never gives up on us. This process creates ripples at some unattended level and whatever that we do, see, understand, express is for its sustenance and smooth flow. A haircut holds as much importance for a kid as a wedding ring for would be bride. A planet so full of contrast yet interweaving and mutually symbiotic associations keeps it intact. Our eco system is ever evolving by virtue of which we gain intelligence each day and claim to be ahead of man before us. World wide acceptance of certain benchmarks and belief systems creates the concept of champions and a pedigree of humans breed who dedicate their lives for this attainment and dream of living in that state perpetually the highest pinnacle to be witnessed. We test our limits and challenge our turf at rapid pace. A perpetual thought process has been imbibed and inculcated in children and adults alike to outshine which is a core concept of a fit state of existence.

We had plethora of thinkers and what not who have propounded many such states of existence which are secretly celebrated by the so called intellectuals. There are some to be respected of being calm & sober yet sharp as their concepts were like a needle piercing through us resulting in smooth ooze of knowledge after the pain of unlearning the unnecessary.The entity who gets most celebrated and takes the pie is the one who has created a paradigm shift to that present scenario on the timeline in terms of totally breaking convention. We as spectators are the safest as we neither win or lose and consider ourselves unaffected from the macro incidents which don’t mind to break the monotony of our daily state of affairs. All life seeks a private quest to attain a primordial itch of establishing its worthiness at a task which comes natural to it.

Majorly the flow of life events is such in the present era that a consistent limbo state is lived upon which has the capacity to detach the individual from its real aware self and is clouded by peer movements, altering state of choices playing with their unconscious (inception is too sexy to state here ) and we find a product slave lurking in by lanes who to the best is unaware of his misery state and living under anesthetic influence.

The saner lot who understands the “world's manipulators trick” stands on a wooden plank to shock the masses by checking in on and tuning the crowds @ realty (eg – Assange, Snowden and others) being not their supporter but accepting that they flashed the truth so they are entitled to B beheaded.

Influenced and dictated by unknown lifeforms who wishfully & sanely lack any ounce of understanding of a seekers mental framework is the worst thing happening presently. Technology is the one pioneer thing which is on wave ride and making it all look neat but it is like growing a limb and abandoning the rest - essential to the whole. This mesh of connected virtual & real life (all to all) if seen as a perspective from say MOON creates a divine symmetry and respect but to go down and get hands dirty is left to the undeserving - a visionary voice is born which demands justice in terms of honest re balancing of priorities. Each instance we sacrifice our necessities for unknown luxuries.

A sleeping butterfly rising from its slumber ready to flutter her wings slowly with yearning to break limits beautiful & committed to its task doing what naturally demands its own self while immersing in the act. Life is stubborn and supple at instant we instead of controlling should let go and slide though the ever continuing sheer fine fabric which holds the universe in its entirety. 

Reverence to Eternal Flaming fountains of never ceasing life.

Wastelands seen through a Mojito Glass

The space in which we exist has been shared by many, seen and unseen. Eyes makes believe and are the final proof of personal experiences. The more sublime and residual, sensory understandings come with certain command of 'knowing their presence'. 

The birds eye view or the third eye view but if we talk about the view from above - it zooms out like a jigsaw puzzle utterly messed up, but if monitored closely from above the raw unruly pattern all camouflages and fits in. 

At one of these blocks down on colonized earth we make our adobe of existence and amputate ourselves from the larger organism of that we are an integral part living in silos.

The maddening acceleration of development is a parameter of mental disorder & by achieving this primary we keep on justifying the unwanted chaos that is being generated at a multifold pace.

The blame if traced down to an accuracy of sniper would be the act of forbidden fruit partaken : a fancy story created by some ink on tree pulp for pinning our guilt and inability to elf regulate on an unknown fairy tale, so as to come to terms with the flow of universe and how we destroy is consistently. 

Evolution so meticulously designed by the supreme masterminds and given as a rare gift so to attain its full potential has been compromised for immature whims and fancies. 

Surprising uncovering is of the fact that what is considered as the epitome of success is nothing but a moment of recognition by an illogical group of human specie which themselves are in a state of constant flux, fear fed with their own insecurities, and facing bouts of restlessness meanwhile authorized for crowning us (in a dazed state) and we waiting to be crowned by them. (i consider our green herb as a better substitute for adrenaline rush) 

There is no desert or ice or sea gulping the lands but the here and now that is worst than the calamities mentioned above because they kill and leave barren lands - a clean slate - a reason, a will to start again and undo the doing - Eg: japan being a recent victim of natures anger,

but what to do of minds shining as diamonds from the afar but completely devoid of sanity at the inner sanctum. 

Wastelands are here to stay and grow by each passing second like 'Chernobyl' a deserted evidence of our so called fool proof scientific intelligence. There are oasis in the desert, there are islands - mid sea, there are milestones marking highways but are there any breakpoints for the engulfing menace we create at each passing epoch.

Wastelands are invisible and forgotten to human eyes having lost the vision to gather knowledge of their existence. 

They are all around us !!!

Peeping through a Mojito glass with floating lime chunks, finely crushed ice along with blended alcohol - acquaints me with a vision which is infertile yet charming. 

We are gifted but what we do of the GIFT is unthinkable. 

We create an ongoing everlasting process to manipulated simplicity. Creating vital energy and loosing it in a sneeze.

We stand at this podium the pinnacle of materialism and if v can boomerang well enough : our own mental frame - that very pinnacle is the doorway to our inner understanding and introspection. 

Wastelands are evidence that there was something fertile and fertility can be cultivated again. 

IT US UPON US TO CONSIDER THAT WASTELANDS EXIST BETWEEN TIME ZONES OF FERTILITY OR INVERSE.

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Neuron

Do me a Favor

3.57 am.

White glittering waxing and waning reflection of flaking snow descending slowly at a mild pace. The stars are minimal with faint light gummed with the red sky.  The moon sharp as a widow reflecting out of asylum.

A distant howl of a nocturnal carnivore who wants to feed again after monotonous interval of spheres.

Wholesome aura of deadness supported silently by the surrounding botany. A match lights up with intense struggle to flame a cigar and a candle, hilly breeze trying to eat the bones.Chilly breeze trying to eat the bones.

A discarded “Being” of society or a discarded society by a “Being” loves his new found elixir.

This can be West Russia or Alaska or maybe a location yet unknown for the support of mental frame.

The neighbor environment is of an intelligent terrain which is conducive for the “Being’s” ritual.

Una Paloma Blanka melody is hummed by the “Being” while engrossed in the “ACT”.  For it - is neither easy nor tough for the “Being”, an ACT, a process, an action free of any reason just like divinity does for itself asking reverence and commanding respect.

The “Being” is now a veteran at his forte and like excellence spread on the toast with a hint of salt pepper it is superfluous and river like.

They all (humans) need their reason but our “Being” carries it as a religious activity without question alike a mass conducted with regularity and discipline.

There is no monetary, physical, emotional benefit it desires. In the masses it camouflages easily because it is a ghost. No one bothers it, it bothers no one.

It=Being

The red fluid is spilled on the Whiteness of snow giving purity a serene sheen, sheen to the deadness we talked above; Tantra’s quote these colors as merging of Shakti (RED) with Shiv (WHITE). (METAPHORICALLY said)

The “Being” has just witnessed limit disappearing into infinity; there is no need of gore, shrieky panic and drama etc but just a pregnant sparky thought which does what is fulfilled moments ago. Mind rules our action and breathing rules our mind said the wise / & “Being” has mastered air management.

The fragrance of the “ACT” is encompassing as ether carries it to simultaneous epochs.

Uri Gellar did it his way by bending spoons. ”Being” managed by releasing life forces.

Babies are spared they are raw/ they are blank /they are naïve/ they live in indifference to happiness and fright. THEY FORGET.

New entries are made and the obsolete eaten away every day. Life-force plays hide and seek. The wholesome balance is still kept intact by a sublime process of birth and death.

In its neural catacombs the “Being” still lives every step it does to make the release - first mentally then in action.

Courts across believe that before the action is committed it is not a crime. Inside mental framework thoughts swim which are ascribed as harmless but right now someone is planning the ACT and our “Being “is getting alive in his/her cerebellum with limited scope as they still have reason as a crutch.

Lower species are not even emphasized or cared about before being annihilated but for human extinction they have a rehab system in place for the “Being”.

Anyone who crosses the line is bound to be doomed. We have a plethora of untreated corrupted scavengers who can be mass bombed, as they are termites rotting in their cubical cells except some who are genuinely shining with experience of living the “Being”.

Newspapers call it murder, killing or execution and they are precisely accurate because all the doers of the ACT don’t have the balance to do the ACT godlike, these are impatient aggressive bastards who do it because of some low grade calling such as for money or revenge or something - a feeling attached, our “Being” has surpassed these stages, Kasai is near cousin maybe but even he is doing good by feeding janta with animal loafs.

Our “Being” is just an ACT-man with no motive; its reason is the ACT and living it.

I have been pondering if this “Being” is a state of mind of many sane people who we see each day, who are doing the blank act inside them like a programmed flowchart process yet the action will may or may not happen, chances are of very less materialization & even if it emerges It will be a private affair only known partially by the glance by some other member of fraternity who are undergoing the process of living the ACT and mutating into the state of “being” , they say it recognizes similar and alike.

Other than just the release by the “Being” this proposition may deem fit for any other ACT negative or positive as perceived till now by masses, but done in a unique way with immersing in it and not driven  but driving the ACT saintly & sanely.

1930’s said deconstruct & reconstruct - kill all boundaries u knows. Be anew. MY take is of a small humble little poke.

Do the unthinkable.

Reason - till now what is - is unthinkable!!!  Just what seems familiar is all alien. Conditiong destroyed us. And yet some were able to destroy conditioning.

Discover Alien Experience.

Note:

Age is a number to again pin “The Being” but can be anyone above 15 because before that faculty of love is strong and feelings of good & Bad do exist but then all this starts evaporating as water wells in Rajasthan for the unique life-force manifested in some chosen humans.

In one line this deals with killing a human.

The introductory geography makes the mind attuned to sublime forces but then it sprawls ahead inside the “Being” who is the doer,

The act can be anything and is not only restricted to killing and its known repercussions. It should apply to any action as variable encroaching the pro’s and con’s perceived till date for that ACT.

It is up to the reader how to find newness in the old process of any “ACT” and our conditioning regarding it and maybe wanting to go to the mental state of the “Being”.

Kili Kili .

Blast

Joining the circle holding hands tightly they watched the bright light over their heads, straight up… No one blinking, it was a situation of awe of mere tran(sand)ance…

Time had stopped it was frozen for all 4 of them a loud echo of a longing female voice in the background fading and emerging in crest and troughs. there is no sky or earth for the preliminaries to form an acquainted platform which is a trickery by the mind to find support but not this event is not even suspended in oblivion it is very much real,, I pinch you now u my man, just ahead, and hey boy, did u feel it ..

the deep in ur skin thing I did it just now… and with the intensity it came, it now lingers with a sweet memorable aftereffect like the after taste of mint.. the slight twitch of tongue feels it.

A drop of mercury has just got separated from the main element and if u compare both they both are complete and potent, the drop comes from the main element but isolated it is the main element if the main mercury vanishes then none but it "the Drop" suffices.

A monochromatic ray of sound without any drums and bass to support it adrubtly stops to give space, pregneant to start again, as if you are standing on the edge of a sledge and I push it just on the edge and it goes down, u indeed want it to roll and go down but there is a bit of hesitation the fear in the stomach justified and has its place but once done u want it repeated till infinity as an addiction loop processing itself,

coming back to the original premise of the bright light the people in the circle have vanished - oh you didn’t realize u moron, in the between time till I carried you away in the willies and woollies of my enticing passages of sweet nothings they were all prepared to be submerged into that big round color less mass. Also to mention initially it was white but then it was not supposed to be.. it can have its own will. Why only humans would do that and feel exclusive. The event is such which is hard to transmit.

The band is loud on the background with fast beats remixed local style and the Indian groom is going on the horse face covered the mayhem following him Irony at its best. On the contrary the owl sits quietly in peace but "ALERT" in great darkness in large fields. Watching human less eons.

Are we ready for the unknown.

It(unknown) seeps in slowly so we feel comfortable but over time the arena is again new compared to the old. Time makes it seemless. And we in coma don’t give a damn fuck.

How beautiful ///// \\\\\\

Laila Lee.

Inputs from the Horses mouth !

One starts getting experiences only after years and years of sadhana considering we are starting from NIL with respect to past life samskaras of 0 Spiritual inclination.Regarding the practise of celibacy - The goal of all sadhana is to attain and acquire shakti and to be one with the deity so that you can say in truth - aham brahmasmi or shivo aham and not in vedantic sense that all orkut users know that we are god and you are god and she is god or he is god. We all know it but its a knowledge without realization which sadly has no use.

Now, Do not take anyones word except that of Ramakrishna Paramhansa, Vimlananda as these two often said Celibacy is needed for every sadhana initially. Otherwise, you are bound to mess up things. Regular practice of any spiritual discipline for a period of 6months to 1year will make your foundations strong and as Vimlananda says that will activate the forces of nature to assist you. So , Read Aghora more and more to learn something new as long as you dont have a physical Guru. Spiritual discipline in this age is Japa which has been recommended by Sages and Divinities. However, Homam or fire rituals are more effective considering the effects,hence to start with you must think of doing the worship of MahaGanapati in fire, i can arrange for someone who can come and teach you if you are serious about getting a spiritual experience. This is the order of my guru to teach and preach the rituals of fire to anyone who is willing to learn.First think of worshiping Ganesha then you can think about the form of devi...... This is the will of Vimlananda - page no 50 of Kundalini - Aghor2

f one does not acquire shakti - and keeps on spending it by indulging in gratification. How will he do sadhana.... So the rules of sadhana is same for all initially until one becomes a Siddh. Who is a Siddh? One who attains the siddhi of a particular deity or power through sadhana. For such an entity, the rules can be bend as he has achieved a level of success but not for you , me or any of those guys who are still in the journey. Hence , the key is to be patient, believe in scriptures and have faith. That will really help you rather than reading confusing posts. My few cents , ignore or accept it - your wish your call...

Mother is eternally graceful on her children.The past is to be forgotten that is why nature does not allows anyone to remember their past life. Ignore what ever you had done in the past and start working hard in present. She will help and she has to as she too is bonded by the law of karma. All spiritual experiences gets you closer to your deity and soon your limited personality of astral body starts getting replaced by that unlimited personality of a deity who is a part of that ultimate supreme. That is why we all need a Guru why coz Guru represents the Shiva - The parmesthi Guru - the supreme knower of all and everything. Guru teaches us to be like shiva - who is shiva the one who is completely still and rock solid in his dharna-focus. And all aghoris and tantrics worship Shiva coz we want to be rock solid and still while doing sadhana. Only when your focus is ultimate, you have the right to experience a bit of shakti coz then you resemble a part of shiva. And last but not the least, in samshan you cant let your mind waver , you will be screwed with serious damages. Hence, we all do sadhana to be still in our mind,heart and body. Doing sadhana is more important.

I am a very small person and not even worthy of giving any knowledge to anyone. Whatever i said is something that i learned from my Guru out of his grace through some direct experiences.

As my Sadguru keeps on saying " Jhukh ti hai duniya ,jhukane wala chahiye.Keep on doing sadhana that even God is forced to come to you. Where will he go , he has no other alternative but to come to you" i firmly believe in what he says. If a moron like me who is a state of misery with all his weaknesses can get few experiences i am sure there are many who are better than me who can reach great heights.

Everything rests with Sadguru and Maa- she can make anyone reach heights within a blink of an eye.

Vande krishnam JagadGuru and glory be to Vishnumaya.

Floating

Your eyes open and you are in between the wide waters, huge mountains on both side and just calm stretch of river early morning 5am maybe so twilight ~ simple natural sounds but very heavenly and peaceful you are floating swiftly without effort just floating and there is no end to the floating u are in a state of no thought because your mind is unable to comprehend the vastness and magnitude of the whole scene it is overwhelmed by the whole setup.Let this instance be applied to our life so we are on 1,1,11 just a number but a number of awe like the movie 23 just a number but deep insight.

The New Year has a magical start and we are floating though the life river wide without ends to meet and the mind is overwhelmed because it is unable to comprehend the vastness each day has been new, new at least though there have been crazy, different, mundane, unwanted days but all new.These experience are worth documenting in a journal and who knows your book can b the next bestseller because truth doesn’t need selling it just shines bright amongst flaunted loud darkness which needs a source of illumination like a satellite.

These days there is a mad craving for peacefulness and they want to get it as easy as five stars and by tasting sugar they feel they have tasted the sugarcane. Delusions are self made and followed by mobs in a state when that illusion self induced is perceived as truth. I am no preacher or a god head before crowds start labeling me. I am a reflector, reflecting on my own self trying to show mirror to myself and analyze what I was and what am I becoming. This doesn’t help in any way because the routine needs courage to be broken and that is either cultivated with effort or inborn.

Immersed in the flow of life we have shut down ourselves to the glories of mind there is so much being offered everywhere that v have become just receptors and not explorers. Those who have dared were first tagged as crazy but eventually understood this is because of the flow of life moving in a specific direction and one speck trying to prove himself against the flow but some time not many not always but sometimes one in a million the speck wins.

Human got so obsessed with details that it did what it could and seconds ,minutes, hours, months, years were made though this is newly made but Hinduism has much elaborate methods of kalpa, praher etc, but when you consider the big picture it is all flow like a drop of water collected from the ocean but all ocean it is.

There is no end to my writing because I just keep on spitting my experiences which are at the end of the day my own. I just wish to gain what is hidden to many because I like exclusivity. Being gripped in the jaws of satan we still have hope to redeem ourselves that is the power of love of the father which can change the complete ball game just like the Indian hero arriving at the point of no return and returning back.

Wishing all my crazy readers a happy new year with 1.1.11 I hope the one ness increases we become the 1 to realize the one in many and many in one .The 1 shines out for others to be an example to resolve our faith that yes even for doomed there is chance to redeeming, there is hope this hope Is not residual but substantiated by action.

Lastly I just want to say let the life flow not be hindered with benchmarks but complimented with innovation discovery and rhythm. If u walk alone search for the hidden or if you are 2 then find a new you.

Forget your old self, cast of the snake skin be blank mind washed like a Chinese soldier/sportsman either after failure or victory he is blank ~ just become a baby and with those eyes you will see what you have missed till now.

Next 10 years will make us different. Hope aliens don’t raid us by then ;P

ps:

for better understanding go to , Google search --> soutcast radio... and search suburbs of Goa station, and voices from within station, don't type station.

and feel it yourself.

Death

Extremities fuels existence, balance justifies it. Single bead makes the whole rosary. There is no specific progression to this inner urge to procreate first at sublime then subsequently at gross state, but when the mind desires to it finds itself short of a prolonged coherent self sustainable thought, which becomes a commodity in short supply. The mainstream light of my insights remain concentrated on random deep milestones I hit on my journey. There are flips of bright sparks which are short lived so again for them to shine I may have to wait for ages.

I do my bit instead and weave the web from the nucleus towards the periphery resultant being a neat work of divine symmetry. A deep fear resides in each of us that we don’t feel happy to confront and after a certain age a sense of knows all be all factor sticks itself to the individual. This is due to what we have confronted throughout existence becomes the parametric set on which we reside to frame our opinions of the overall existence. On the contrast in realty only 2 percent pie is known of the whole pizza, rest is left to wild assumptions and to an extent influenced by unknown beings of fame unfamiliar to us always.

The massive sanity is insane and the methodical originally is the soul lost in mess. This is not a dying leaf of writing before branding labels it and that too not divinity itself but based on biased one side inclined mass opinion. We don’t understand why what happens that what happens in the way it happens the interesting aspect being that still there is a sense very rational attached to it maybe not understood completely to the mortals.

Death is what excites my nerves to the hilt as someone has quoted aptly “there he is and now there he is not” this is one aspect secondary only to birth. The two events are full of so much learning and so full of what they depict the two sides of the coin. That we are each second dying slowly but happily or are we already no more this has been and can be contemplated on till eons. This unknown phenomenon is lurking by the corner each second and we see it happing to someone else and we have made ourselves comfortable with its sudden and helpless occurrence. The event is still an alien for us but we still agree to live on the bylines ignoring it altogether maybe because here at our home land life is so much in abundance so a loss of it is hardly noticed.

The battery just wears out and it can happen just now while writing too and this text can b just left unfinished. What a beauty can there be in the unfinished, something which was about to be completed but could not because we are no more.

There is an abrupt pause for the soul a chapter closes in its life, the set of people known with lived with are no more known and then the same wholeness manifests itself on some remote corner of the earth, also we need to witness that both the events death and birth has a portion of pain attached but birth is more miserable as it makes a turmoil for the two. For death at least for each one his own like a personal inner-wear. Repulsed but we still need it.

It’s not that difficult just close your eyes and that if prolonged is what it is a simulation, if u need then go to sleep. Both the activities are connected. We have been fed so much in our brains that we lose our intellect to think in its own capacity of a certain aspect of being and then even if we do the new self centric question of how does it affect/benefit me enters you, but for the greater cause if the veil is lifted and reality known then the benefit is itself ruled out.

First to manifest and then to remove it, am talking about the soul here, it is a tough task.

Though you have committed murder many times on a mosquito or a lizard or oh we forgot the chicken remember on here not of because you have not killed the soul of mosquito but killed the vehicle carrying the soul that is the body, you have just made a choice that cannot be undone.

Just see the event it’s not easy to drive out life force out of these beings they get so self attached and identified to them. Non human life force forms a flow chart of existence and follows it perennially. Then consider it for us sane humans who have mind. For us it’s like giving away our prized possession our life. The question is to cherish it or to let it go or the balance of both which is said to be worthier.

this is very thin line visualizing the patient in the ICU fighting with the green graph trying to keep it alive and the next minute it can go blank.

Every man has an opinion … but still whatever you say, you r just a guest to stay …