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Domino Effect

                               

Life is a culmination of so many functions falling aptly in place. Everything becomes just right and there it is oozing, shining and moving at different paces at times witnessed for very short intervals struggling to survive or else with sublime ease in a cozy corner, curling, waiting to come out but it never gives up on us. This process creates ripples at some unattended level and whatever that we do, see, understand, express is for its sustenance and smooth flow. A haircut holds as much importance for a kid as a wedding ring for would be bride. A planet so full of contrast yet interweaving and mutually symbiotic associations keeps it intact. Our eco system is ever evolving by virtue of which we gain intelligence each day and claim to be ahead of man before us. World wide acceptance of certain benchmarks and belief systems creates the concept of champions and a pedigree of humans breed who dedicate their lives for this attainment and dream of living in that state perpetually the highest pinnacle to be witnessed. We test our limits and challenge our turf at rapid pace. A perpetual thought process has been imbibed and inculcated in children and adults alike to outshine which is a core concept of a fit state of existence.

We had plethora of thinkers and what not who have propounded many such states of existence which are secretly celebrated by the so called intellectuals. There are some to be respected of being calm & sober yet sharp as their concepts were like a needle piercing through us resulting in smooth ooze of knowledge after the pain of unlearning the unnecessary.The entity who gets most celebrated and takes the pie is the one who has created a paradigm shift to that present scenario on the timeline in terms of totally breaking convention. We as spectators are the safest as we neither win or lose and consider ourselves unaffected from the macro incidents which don’t mind to break the monotony of our daily state of affairs. All life seeks a private quest to attain a primordial itch of establishing its worthiness at a task which comes natural to it.

Majorly the flow of life events is such in the present era that a consistent limbo state is lived upon which has the capacity to detach the individual from its real aware self and is clouded by peer movements, altering state of choices playing with their unconscious (inception is too sexy to state here ) and we find a product slave lurking in by lanes who to the best is unaware of his misery state and living under anesthetic influence.

The saner lot who understands the “world's manipulators trick” stands on a wooden plank to shock the masses by checking in on and tuning the crowds @ realty (eg – Assange, Snowden and others) being not their supporter but accepting that they flashed the truth so they are entitled to B beheaded.

Influenced and dictated by unknown lifeforms who wishfully & sanely lack any ounce of understanding of a seekers mental framework is the worst thing happening presently. Technology is the one pioneer thing which is on wave ride and making it all look neat but it is like growing a limb and abandoning the rest - essential to the whole. This mesh of connected virtual & real life (all to all) if seen as a perspective from say MOON creates a divine symmetry and respect but to go down and get hands dirty is left to the undeserving - a visionary voice is born which demands justice in terms of honest re balancing of priorities. Each instance we sacrifice our necessities for unknown luxuries.

A sleeping butterfly rising from its slumber ready to flutter her wings slowly with yearning to break limits beautiful & committed to its task doing what naturally demands its own self while immersing in the act. Life is stubborn and supple at instant we instead of controlling should let go and slide though the ever continuing sheer fine fabric which holds the universe in its entirety. 

Reverence to Eternal Flaming fountains of never ceasing life.

Wastelands seen through a Mojito Glass

The space in which we exist has been shared by many, seen and unseen. Eyes makes believe and are the final proof of personal experiences. The more sublime and residual, sensory understandings come with certain command of 'knowing their presence'. 

The birds eye view or the third eye view but if we talk about the view from above - it zooms out like a jigsaw puzzle utterly messed up, but if monitored closely from above the raw unruly pattern all camouflages and fits in. 

At one of these blocks down on colonized earth we make our adobe of existence and amputate ourselves from the larger organism of that we are an integral part living in silos.

The maddening acceleration of development is a parameter of mental disorder & by achieving this primary we keep on justifying the unwanted chaos that is being generated at a multifold pace.

The blame if traced down to an accuracy of sniper would be the act of forbidden fruit partaken : a fancy story created by some ink on tree pulp for pinning our guilt and inability to elf regulate on an unknown fairy tale, so as to come to terms with the flow of universe and how we destroy is consistently. 

Evolution so meticulously designed by the supreme masterminds and given as a rare gift so to attain its full potential has been compromised for immature whims and fancies. 

Surprising uncovering is of the fact that what is considered as the epitome of success is nothing but a moment of recognition by an illogical group of human specie which themselves are in a state of constant flux, fear fed with their own insecurities, and facing bouts of restlessness meanwhile authorized for crowning us (in a dazed state) and we waiting to be crowned by them. (i consider our green herb as a better substitute for adrenaline rush) 

There is no desert or ice or sea gulping the lands but the here and now that is worst than the calamities mentioned above because they kill and leave barren lands - a clean slate - a reason, a will to start again and undo the doing - Eg: japan being a recent victim of natures anger,

but what to do of minds shining as diamonds from the afar but completely devoid of sanity at the inner sanctum. 

Wastelands are here to stay and grow by each passing second like 'Chernobyl' a deserted evidence of our so called fool proof scientific intelligence. There are oasis in the desert, there are islands - mid sea, there are milestones marking highways but are there any breakpoints for the engulfing menace we create at each passing epoch.

Wastelands are invisible and forgotten to human eyes having lost the vision to gather knowledge of their existence. 

They are all around us !!!

Peeping through a Mojito glass with floating lime chunks, finely crushed ice along with blended alcohol - acquaints me with a vision which is infertile yet charming. 

We are gifted but what we do of the GIFT is unthinkable. 

We create an ongoing everlasting process to manipulated simplicity. Creating vital energy and loosing it in a sneeze.

We stand at this podium the pinnacle of materialism and if v can boomerang well enough : our own mental frame - that very pinnacle is the doorway to our inner understanding and introspection. 

Wastelands are evidence that there was something fertile and fertility can be cultivated again. 

IT US UPON US TO CONSIDER THAT WASTELANDS EXIST BETWEEN TIME ZONES OF FERTILITY OR INVERSE.

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Neuron

Do me a Favor

3.57 am.

White glittering waxing and waning reflection of flaking snow descending slowly at a mild pace. The stars are minimal with faint light gummed with the red sky.  The moon sharp as a widow reflecting out of asylum.

A distant howl of a nocturnal carnivore who wants to feed again after monotonous interval of spheres.

Wholesome aura of deadness supported silently by the surrounding botany. A match lights up with intense struggle to flame a cigar and a candle, hilly breeze trying to eat the bones.Chilly breeze trying to eat the bones.

A discarded “Being” of society or a discarded society by a “Being” loves his new found elixir.

This can be West Russia or Alaska or maybe a location yet unknown for the support of mental frame.

The neighbor environment is of an intelligent terrain which is conducive for the “Being’s” ritual.

Una Paloma Blanka melody is hummed by the “Being” while engrossed in the “ACT”.  For it - is neither easy nor tough for the “Being”, an ACT, a process, an action free of any reason just like divinity does for itself asking reverence and commanding respect.

The “Being” is now a veteran at his forte and like excellence spread on the toast with a hint of salt pepper it is superfluous and river like.

They all (humans) need their reason but our “Being” carries it as a religious activity without question alike a mass conducted with regularity and discipline.

There is no monetary, physical, emotional benefit it desires. In the masses it camouflages easily because it is a ghost. No one bothers it, it bothers no one.

It=Being

The red fluid is spilled on the Whiteness of snow giving purity a serene sheen, sheen to the deadness we talked above; Tantra’s quote these colors as merging of Shakti (RED) with Shiv (WHITE). (METAPHORICALLY said)

The “Being” has just witnessed limit disappearing into infinity; there is no need of gore, shrieky panic and drama etc but just a pregnant sparky thought which does what is fulfilled moments ago. Mind rules our action and breathing rules our mind said the wise / & “Being” has mastered air management.

The fragrance of the “ACT” is encompassing as ether carries it to simultaneous epochs.

Uri Gellar did it his way by bending spoons. ”Being” managed by releasing life forces.

Babies are spared they are raw/ they are blank /they are naïve/ they live in indifference to happiness and fright. THEY FORGET.

New entries are made and the obsolete eaten away every day. Life-force plays hide and seek. The wholesome balance is still kept intact by a sublime process of birth and death.

In its neural catacombs the “Being” still lives every step it does to make the release - first mentally then in action.

Courts across believe that before the action is committed it is not a crime. Inside mental framework thoughts swim which are ascribed as harmless but right now someone is planning the ACT and our “Being “is getting alive in his/her cerebellum with limited scope as they still have reason as a crutch.

Lower species are not even emphasized or cared about before being annihilated but for human extinction they have a rehab system in place for the “Being”.

Anyone who crosses the line is bound to be doomed. We have a plethora of untreated corrupted scavengers who can be mass bombed, as they are termites rotting in their cubical cells except some who are genuinely shining with experience of living the “Being”.

Newspapers call it murder, killing or execution and they are precisely accurate because all the doers of the ACT don’t have the balance to do the ACT godlike, these are impatient aggressive bastards who do it because of some low grade calling such as for money or revenge or something - a feeling attached, our “Being” has surpassed these stages, Kasai is near cousin maybe but even he is doing good by feeding janta with animal loafs.

Our “Being” is just an ACT-man with no motive; its reason is the ACT and living it.

I have been pondering if this “Being” is a state of mind of many sane people who we see each day, who are doing the blank act inside them like a programmed flowchart process yet the action will may or may not happen, chances are of very less materialization & even if it emerges It will be a private affair only known partially by the glance by some other member of fraternity who are undergoing the process of living the ACT and mutating into the state of “being” , they say it recognizes similar and alike.

Other than just the release by the “Being” this proposition may deem fit for any other ACT negative or positive as perceived till now by masses, but done in a unique way with immersing in it and not driven  but driving the ACT saintly & sanely.

1930’s said deconstruct & reconstruct - kill all boundaries u knows. Be anew. MY take is of a small humble little poke.

Do the unthinkable.

Reason - till now what is - is unthinkable!!!  Just what seems familiar is all alien. Conditiong destroyed us. And yet some were able to destroy conditioning.

Discover Alien Experience.

Note:

Age is a number to again pin “The Being” but can be anyone above 15 because before that faculty of love is strong and feelings of good & Bad do exist but then all this starts evaporating as water wells in Rajasthan for the unique life-force manifested in some chosen humans.

In one line this deals with killing a human.

The introductory geography makes the mind attuned to sublime forces but then it sprawls ahead inside the “Being” who is the doer,

The act can be anything and is not only restricted to killing and its known repercussions. It should apply to any action as variable encroaching the pro’s and con’s perceived till date for that ACT.

It is up to the reader how to find newness in the old process of any “ACT” and our conditioning regarding it and maybe wanting to go to the mental state of the “Being”.

Kili Kili .

Blast

Joining the circle holding hands tightly they watched the bright light over their heads, straight up… No one blinking, it was a situation of awe of mere tran(sand)ance…

Time had stopped it was frozen for all 4 of them a loud echo of a longing female voice in the background fading and emerging in crest and troughs. there is no sky or earth for the preliminaries to form an acquainted platform which is a trickery by the mind to find support but not this event is not even suspended in oblivion it is very much real,, I pinch you now u my man, just ahead, and hey boy, did u feel it ..

the deep in ur skin thing I did it just now… and with the intensity it came, it now lingers with a sweet memorable aftereffect like the after taste of mint.. the slight twitch of tongue feels it.

A drop of mercury has just got separated from the main element and if u compare both they both are complete and potent, the drop comes from the main element but isolated it is the main element if the main mercury vanishes then none but it "the Drop" suffices.

A monochromatic ray of sound without any drums and bass to support it adrubtly stops to give space, pregneant to start again, as if you are standing on the edge of a sledge and I push it just on the edge and it goes down, u indeed want it to roll and go down but there is a bit of hesitation the fear in the stomach justified and has its place but once done u want it repeated till infinity as an addiction loop processing itself,

coming back to the original premise of the bright light the people in the circle have vanished - oh you didn’t realize u moron, in the between time till I carried you away in the willies and woollies of my enticing passages of sweet nothings they were all prepared to be submerged into that big round color less mass. Also to mention initially it was white but then it was not supposed to be.. it can have its own will. Why only humans would do that and feel exclusive. The event is such which is hard to transmit.

The band is loud on the background with fast beats remixed local style and the Indian groom is going on the horse face covered the mayhem following him Irony at its best. On the contrary the owl sits quietly in peace but "ALERT" in great darkness in large fields. Watching human less eons.

Are we ready for the unknown.

It(unknown) seeps in slowly so we feel comfortable but over time the arena is again new compared to the old. Time makes it seemless. And we in coma don’t give a damn fuck.

How beautiful ///// \\\\\\

Laila Lee.

Inputs from the Horses mouth !

One starts getting experiences only after years and years of sadhana considering we are starting from NIL with respect to past life samskaras of 0 Spiritual inclination.Regarding the practise of celibacy - The goal of all sadhana is to attain and acquire shakti and to be one with the deity so that you can say in truth - aham brahmasmi or shivo aham and not in vedantic sense that all orkut users know that we are god and you are god and she is god or he is god. We all know it but its a knowledge without realization which sadly has no use.

Now, Do not take anyones word except that of Ramakrishna Paramhansa, Vimlananda as these two often said Celibacy is needed for every sadhana initially. Otherwise, you are bound to mess up things. Regular practice of any spiritual discipline for a period of 6months to 1year will make your foundations strong and as Vimlananda says that will activate the forces of nature to assist you. So , Read Aghora more and more to learn something new as long as you dont have a physical Guru. Spiritual discipline in this age is Japa which has been recommended by Sages and Divinities. However, Homam or fire rituals are more effective considering the effects,hence to start with you must think of doing the worship of MahaGanapati in fire, i can arrange for someone who can come and teach you if you are serious about getting a spiritual experience. This is the order of my guru to teach and preach the rituals of fire to anyone who is willing to learn.First think of worshiping Ganesha then you can think about the form of devi...... This is the will of Vimlananda - page no 50 of Kundalini - Aghor2

f one does not acquire shakti - and keeps on spending it by indulging in gratification. How will he do sadhana.... So the rules of sadhana is same for all initially until one becomes a Siddh. Who is a Siddh? One who attains the siddhi of a particular deity or power through sadhana. For such an entity, the rules can be bend as he has achieved a level of success but not for you , me or any of those guys who are still in the journey. Hence , the key is to be patient, believe in scriptures and have faith. That will really help you rather than reading confusing posts. My few cents , ignore or accept it - your wish your call...

Mother is eternally graceful on her children.The past is to be forgotten that is why nature does not allows anyone to remember their past life. Ignore what ever you had done in the past and start working hard in present. She will help and she has to as she too is bonded by the law of karma. All spiritual experiences gets you closer to your deity and soon your limited personality of astral body starts getting replaced by that unlimited personality of a deity who is a part of that ultimate supreme. That is why we all need a Guru why coz Guru represents the Shiva - The parmesthi Guru - the supreme knower of all and everything. Guru teaches us to be like shiva - who is shiva the one who is completely still and rock solid in his dharna-focus. And all aghoris and tantrics worship Shiva coz we want to be rock solid and still while doing sadhana. Only when your focus is ultimate, you have the right to experience a bit of shakti coz then you resemble a part of shiva. And last but not the least, in samshan you cant let your mind waver , you will be screwed with serious damages. Hence, we all do sadhana to be still in our mind,heart and body. Doing sadhana is more important.

I am a very small person and not even worthy of giving any knowledge to anyone. Whatever i said is something that i learned from my Guru out of his grace through some direct experiences.

As my Sadguru keeps on saying " Jhukh ti hai duniya ,jhukane wala chahiye.Keep on doing sadhana that even God is forced to come to you. Where will he go , he has no other alternative but to come to you" i firmly believe in what he says. If a moron like me who is a state of misery with all his weaknesses can get few experiences i am sure there are many who are better than me who can reach great heights.

Everything rests with Sadguru and Maa- she can make anyone reach heights within a blink of an eye.

Vande krishnam JagadGuru and glory be to Vishnumaya.

Floating

Your eyes open and you are in between the wide waters, huge mountains on both side and just calm stretch of river early morning 5am maybe so twilight ~ simple natural sounds but very heavenly and peaceful you are floating swiftly without effort just floating and there is no end to the floating u are in a state of no thought because your mind is unable to comprehend the vastness and magnitude of the whole scene it is overwhelmed by the whole setup.Let this instance be applied to our life so we are on 1,1,11 just a number but a number of awe like the movie 23 just a number but deep insight.

The New Year has a magical start and we are floating though the life river wide without ends to meet and the mind is overwhelmed because it is unable to comprehend the vastness each day has been new, new at least though there have been crazy, different, mundane, unwanted days but all new.These experience are worth documenting in a journal and who knows your book can b the next bestseller because truth doesn’t need selling it just shines bright amongst flaunted loud darkness which needs a source of illumination like a satellite.

These days there is a mad craving for peacefulness and they want to get it as easy as five stars and by tasting sugar they feel they have tasted the sugarcane. Delusions are self made and followed by mobs in a state when that illusion self induced is perceived as truth. I am no preacher or a god head before crowds start labeling me. I am a reflector, reflecting on my own self trying to show mirror to myself and analyze what I was and what am I becoming. This doesn’t help in any way because the routine needs courage to be broken and that is either cultivated with effort or inborn.

Immersed in the flow of life we have shut down ourselves to the glories of mind there is so much being offered everywhere that v have become just receptors and not explorers. Those who have dared were first tagged as crazy but eventually understood this is because of the flow of life moving in a specific direction and one speck trying to prove himself against the flow but some time not many not always but sometimes one in a million the speck wins.

Human got so obsessed with details that it did what it could and seconds ,minutes, hours, months, years were made though this is newly made but Hinduism has much elaborate methods of kalpa, praher etc, but when you consider the big picture it is all flow like a drop of water collected from the ocean but all ocean it is.

There is no end to my writing because I just keep on spitting my experiences which are at the end of the day my own. I just wish to gain what is hidden to many because I like exclusivity. Being gripped in the jaws of satan we still have hope to redeem ourselves that is the power of love of the father which can change the complete ball game just like the Indian hero arriving at the point of no return and returning back.

Wishing all my crazy readers a happy new year with 1.1.11 I hope the one ness increases we become the 1 to realize the one in many and many in one .The 1 shines out for others to be an example to resolve our faith that yes even for doomed there is chance to redeeming, there is hope this hope Is not residual but substantiated by action.

Lastly I just want to say let the life flow not be hindered with benchmarks but complimented with innovation discovery and rhythm. If u walk alone search for the hidden or if you are 2 then find a new you.

Forget your old self, cast of the snake skin be blank mind washed like a Chinese soldier/sportsman either after failure or victory he is blank ~ just become a baby and with those eyes you will see what you have missed till now.

Next 10 years will make us different. Hope aliens don’t raid us by then ;P

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for better understanding go to , Google search --> soutcast radio... and search suburbs of Goa station, and voices from within station, don't type station.

and feel it yourself.