Friday, March 13, 2015

Presence


Visuals affect the intellect in intruding ways from modern contemporary & contemplative pegged against traditional, old, pristine, primordial and Blake but nothing more than visuals on a neat fabric. These visions are empowered to create various emotions  like sense of liberation to frustration; indeed a variety; mind you these are a grand bouquet of unlimited mental musings - life steers through which' at large. Understanding of our true selves comes later once we realize our connect with this continuum and our support on them and their on us. Various Life forms swim this swamp everlastingly in attaining illusionary bliss, I write to bring at surface the epiphany "Experience of sudden and striking realization; contrasting which am also no different being in tune to my own illusionary musings.
In states of higher understandings and especially when they are coined and termed like a 'swing' witnessed high up on a mountain peak : desirable to be seated upon but realistically not attainable, this very is the tearing apart of our race which gathers itself from young ages to know and possess all that can be, but fails to gain the alluring fine needled pin point which should prick creating a nerve crack to ooze the blood -- bloody red fluid out, this is a valued innocent ephemerally infinite pain of a prick but the bright red visual delight, cubing out from inside towards this realm.. This red flow has innocence and warmth but once reaching this side of life from "inside us" it starts to freeze, there is a nature of this dimension to freeze things that try to change the obvious course of nature, but if a certain doggedness a certain clarity in head, especially different from the hollowness which is induced upon our own self by a lot of effort of reading and trying to get ‘there & their perspective’ but is instead achieved by the natural flow of dawning upon us by the universe ::: and when you slowly understand that Elokim is Hashem.

In an attempt to gain clarity of the highly celebrated event of perfect supreme understanding reaching Dissolution from Manifestation to Dissolution and that I may term of the supreme understandings nothing but a pure optico sono wave of pure knowledge stored in hard disks of intelligent enlightened minds we must tune in towards this wave like a radio needle finding its orgasmic station. We have been also operating like CPU’s, at times we too hang but our RAM’s are worst then CPU’s we "hang" over events for ages and make the clutter part of our selves a C.C cleaner of soul is much desirable but it is no software but instead our own reset button, the pushing of which more than resetting us Resolves us from our own self.

We can create reference points to justify that we have progressed or degraded as a civilization or as a micro woman but to what are these reference points to those former points.
This is an infinite time line where time again is just a matter of creation of time for our own convenience. Contemplation on vastness is the prime step when you think that you are starting to plunge, magnetically pulled you feel,  from here the spring board is formed and abyss spreads its contentness to receive the Diver and the Diver will complete the profound union by taking that plunge and depict to us through this diving act, the finer Supreme Understanding (the will to dive – to dive – and 'float, to be at ease in the sublime sea of vastness also termed as synthesis of being) this event paralleling magnificent macro event of unlimited will:: To create – To be & Tending towards Dissolution)

Lets live in & for every speck, every sphere, every specie of consciousness, comprehensible Vs non-attainable highest seat of throne (the grand duality) and that is our Presence. 

Thursday, December 25, 2014

Flashes

Tibetan chants en grail the surrounding, resonating with the soul, because of the way they are murmured, it happens when the mind is allowed to wander in discipline.. 

Headless children running in the ruins of Angkor matched like a Japanese kimono girl having a serene presence / the glittering diamond shaped symmetrical boxes are spread thin in geometry with routes of white filaments adjoining and connecting the hexagons of life some containing maturing babies and some adults in childlike slumber. 

Mental planes are like Jhony Quest the father of Matrix which has a field to be constructed at its will. The power lies in the wishful thinking and then pursuing it to disdain or accomplishments.

A window overlooking the nervous system of a city and a human overlooking that wormhole is contemplating the fact of their freedom, a cocktail glass having a universe of liquid.. .FRACTALS

 Being stuck in a state for long is like rusting but then rust is rust and some where someplace it will RUST so why not here, rain is conducive and people like rain so they have to understand rust. Parrots may bang their heads against the wall and still b happy.

Three fingers have a lot of power to turn systems go crazy like a tech rider finding his balance with the gadgets. One finger on X axis and two separated by the one at 90 Degrees. The sign of ˈsaʊrɒn (Sauon)<<>>

Kripya gaadi tez na chalayein aage speed braker hai.

Either it will fall in or jump up but it will have a instant of uneasiness. … And that uneasiness is “permanence” being so ephermal and this stability being so stable is yet nerve wracking… 

Secretly can I take the luxury to drift to the other side and glance at past realizing its worthlessness or worthiness, the wastage or respect of effort.. Which helps me become silver?


BIGUL

Thursday, December 18, 2014

STRIP (Ecdysis)

GAZER

Neat matrix of existence lies like cheese spread on a toast, well spread across life. Abundant humanoid existence wishes and dreams of creating and fulfilling private fantasies masking them with glorified acceptable reasons, many of our efforts see culmination towards reaching pinnacle if only sustained by our individual endurance quotient, we are so systematically entwined in mesh of cyber, physical, spiritual, dreamlike, mental realms that our visions and projections remain continuously overlapping and finding rhythm between these fields.

Neo ethico emergence of convenient groups r mushrooming across geographies and showcasing unimaginable behaviors only parts of some lunatic’s mental plane earlier . The rapid speed driven wink managed change (at all levels) regularly outgrows us at a geometric progression. With some Robinhood’s hood raising from the abyss and looking down upon us in a shape of  resurrected Jesus hanging on nothingness, these pure souls have respectable society uplifting agenda but are painted black to serve the purpose of corrupt,. As early voices are raised to invoke and advocate truth rapidly they r banished in void(case-Julian A &Snowden). Blanket of fog of forgetfulness looms & descends over pondering skulls who want a new fix each moment to keep them engaged in trance state. They find solace in the fact that they exist in silos whereby reality screams at them from the underbelly that "Existence Encompasses Everything".

Constantly emerging thinkers rise at horizon each moment and bring in new perspectives. It’s this vast never ending landscape of knowledge that we value the most but can never "contain nor exhaust". Our species Human step children stuck in limbo with no concrete formation of dire basics because of limited mental capability which is their own designed architecture to limit their self and handicapped mentoring is a major roadblock which primarily makes mindless supply line manufactured human race, especially when institutionalization takes place at a very early age and human seeds are programmed in not the way we want but largely in the ways of people mostly alien to our lifestyles. Some indeed would be the rebellious for-tuners who will change the way people would have looked as things for long in a ritualistic way. The writer N.N.Talib can here be quoted as a logical systematic epithet of challenging norm and I have immense respect for the writer because of his command on "maintaining a logical chain of challenging thought backed by substantial statistics and what he coins as Black Swan".

Events spin at game changing velocity and are making us prone to information that initially we could not comprehend, Its like possessing a big cheese cake & hang it by slicing it neatly in lean vertical portions with couple of them connected with a long string in between + with marked meaningful spaces in between a visual inspiration to sense it as “Slice of Life”.
We are conditioned to evaluate a human as a whole entity with all aspects of him completing his entity but on a closer look it is the insignificant that is important towards
A. micro active existence of instance to instance,  like me typing on the train of thought running parallel to my mental frame giving it a vector, building on the same for relevant meaningful dialogue and also trying to give it the best possible language, this specific task is a task of great cherish in itself - whole like a drop, potent of being an ocean.
So the instances of life can be mirrored to larger projections and fulfillment's at large, boomeranging with poise and passion towards you, this might sound to you that - o fawk I knew it, nothing new but what you don’t know is how to aspire to create this chain of micro activities that will change the way you want to manage yourself to fine tune to the vast landscape of life.

Our Race needs meaningful luster to genuinely glow and outshine. Norm is one thing that what we r bound too since our inception like "roots engulfing a tree yet liberating it", we need to explode our self and scatter at breadth of universal existence.
Learning is in catharsis and that sheen on our souls that we carry after this mortal rebirth has the grace to show our human race a final destination.

PLUG In – (Perform) – PLUG Out

Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Recourse

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Friday, July 19, 2013

Domino Effect

                               

Life is a culmination of so many functions falling aptly in place. Everything becomes just right and there it is oozing, shining and moving at different paces at times witnessed for very short intervals struggling to survive or else with sublime ease in a cozy corner, curling, waiting to come out but it never gives up on us. This process creates ripples at some unattended level and whatever that we do, see, understand, express is for its sustenance and smooth flow. A haircut holds as much importance for a kid as a wedding ring for would be bride. A planet so full of contrast yet interweaving and mutually symbiotic associations keeps it intact. Our eco system is ever evolving by virtue of which we gain intelligence each day and claim to be ahead of man before us. World wide acceptance of certain benchmarks and belief systems creates the concept of champions and a pedigree of humans breed who dedicate their lives for this attainment and dream of living in that state perpetually the highest pinnacle to be witnessed. We test our limits and challenge our turf at rapid pace. A perpetual thought process has been imbibed and inculcated in children and adults alike to outshine which is a core concept of a fit state of existence.

We had plethora of thinkers and what not who have propounded many such states of existence which are secretly celebrated by the so called intellectuals. There are some to be respected of being calm & sober yet sharp as their concepts were like a needle piercing through us resulting in smooth ooze of knowledge after the pain of unlearning the unnecessary.The entity who gets most celebrated and takes the pie is the one who has created a paradigm shift to that present scenario on the timeline in terms of totally breaking convention. We as spectators are the safest as we neither win or lose and consider ourselves unaffected from the macro incidents which don’t mind to break the monotony of our daily state of affairs. All life seeks a private quest to attain a primordial itch of establishing its worthiness at a task which comes natural to it.

Majorly the flow of life events is such in the present era that a consistent limbo state is lived upon which has the capacity to detach the individual from its real aware self and is clouded by peer movements, altering state of choices playing with their unconscious (inception is too sexy to state here ) and we find a product slave lurking in by lanes who to the best is unaware of his misery state and living under anesthetic influence.
The saner lot who understands the “world's manipulators trick” stands on a wooden plank to shock the masses by checking in on and tuning the crowds @ realty (eg – Assange, Snowden and others) being not their supporter but accepting that they flashed the truth so they are entitled to B beheaded.

Influenced and dictated by unknown lifeforms who wishfully & sanely lack any ounce of understanding of a seekers mental framework is the worst thing happening presently. Technology is the one pioneer thing which is on wave ride and making it all look neat but it is like growing a limb and abandoning the rest - essential to the whole. This mesh of connected virtual & real life (all to all) if seen as a perspective from say MOON creates a divine symmetry and respect but to go down and get hands dirty is left to the undeserving - a visionary voice is born which demands justice in terms of honest re balancing of priorities. Each instance we sacrifice our necessities for unknown luxuries.


A sleeping butterfly rising from its slumber ready to flutter her wings slowly with yearning to break limits beautiful & committed to its task doing what naturally demands its own self while immersing in the act. Life is stubborn and supple at instant we instead of controlling should let go and slide though the ever continuing sheer fine fabric which holds the universe in its entirety. 

Reverence to Eternal Flaming fountains of never ceasing life.

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Wastelands seen through a Mojito Glass





The space in which we exist has been shared by many, seen and unseen. Eyes makes believe and are the final proof of personal experiences. The more sublime and residual, sensory understandings come with certain command of 'knowing their presence'. 



The birds eye view or the third eye view but if we talk about the view from above - it zooms out like a jigsaw puzzle utterly messed up, but if monitored closely from above the raw unruly pattern all camouflages and fits in. 
At one of these blocks down on colonized earth we make our adobe of existence and amputate ourselves from the larger organism of that we are an integral part living in silos.



The maddening acceleration of development is a parameter of mental disorder & by achieving this primary we keep on justifying the unwanted chaos that is being generated at a multifold pace.



The blame if traced down to an accuracy of sniper would be the act of forbidden fruit partaken : a fancy story created by some ink on tree pulp for pinning our guilt and inability to elf regulate on an unknown fairy tale, so as to come to terms with the flow of universe and how we destroy is consistently. 



Evolution so meticulously designed by the supreme masterminds and given as a rare gift so to attain its full potential has been compromised for immature whims and fancies. 
Surprising uncovering is of the fact that what is considered as the epitome of success is nothing but a moment of recognition by an illogical group of human specie which themselves are in a state of constant flux, fear fed with their own insecurities, and facing bouts of restlessness meanwhile authorized for crowning us (in a dazed state) and we waiting to be crowned by them. (i consider our green herb as a better substitute for adrenaline rush) 



There is no desert or ice or sea gulping the lands but the here and now that is worst than the calamities mentioned above because they kill and leave barren lands - a clean slate - a reason, a will to start again and undo the doing - Eg: japan being a recent victim of natures anger,
but what to do of minds shining as diamonds from the afar but completely devoid of sanity at the inner sanctum. 


Wastelands are here to stay and grow by each passing second like 'Chernobyl' a deserted evidence of our so called fool proof scientific intelligence. There are oasis in the desert, there are islands - mid sea, there are milestones marking highways but are there any breakpoints for the engulfing menace we create at each passing epoch.

Wastelands are invisible and forgotten to human eyes having lost the vision to gather knowledge of their existence. 
They are all around us !!!

Peeping through a Mojito glass with floating lime chunks, finely crushed ice along with blended alcohol - acquaints me with a vision which is infertile yet charming. 
We are gifted but what we do of the GIFT is unthinkable. 
We create an ongoing everlasting process to manipulated simplicity. Creating vital energy and loosing it in a sneeze.


We stand at this podium the pinnacle of materialism and if v can boomerang well enough : our own mental frame - that very pinnacle is the doorway to our inner understanding and introspection. 



Wastelands are evidence that there was something fertile and fertility can be cultivated again. 



IT US UPON US TO CONSIDER THAT WASTELANDS EXIST BETWEEN TIME ZONES OF FERTILITY OR INVERSE.




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Neuron





Monday, August 27, 2012

Do me a Favor

3.57 am.
White glittering waxing and waning reflection of flaking snow descending slowly at a mild pace. The stars are minimal with faint light gummed with the red sky.  The moon sharp as a widow reflecting out of asylum.
A distant howl of a nocturnal carnivore who wants to feed again after monotonous interval of spheres.
Wholesome aura of deadness supported silently by the surrounding botany. A match lights up with intense struggle to flame a cigar and a candle, hilly breeze trying to eat the bones.Chilly breeze trying to eat the bones.
A discarded “Being” of society or a discarded society by a “Being” loves his new found elixir.
This can be West Russia or Alaska or maybe a location yet unknown for the support of mental frame.
The neighbor environment is of an intelligent terrain which is conducive for the “Being’s” ritual.
Una Paloma Blanka melody is hummed by the “Being” while engrossed in the “ACT”.  For it - is neither easy nor tough for the “Being”, an ACT, a process, an action free of any reason just like divinity does for itself asking reverence and commanding respect.
The “Being” is now a veteran at his forte and like excellence spread on the toast with a hint of salt pepper it is superfluous and river like.
They all (humans) need their reason but our “Being” carries it as a religious activity without question alike a mass conducted with regularity and discipline.
There is no monetary, physical, emotional benefit it desires. In the masses it camouflages easily because it is a ghost. No one bothers it, it bothers no one.
It=Being
The red fluid is spilled on the Whiteness of snow giving purity a serene sheen, sheen to the deadness we talked above; Tantra’s quote these colors as merging of Shakti (RED) with Shiv (WHITE). (METAPHORICALLY said)
The “Being” has just witnessed limit disappearing into infinity; there is no need of gore, shrieky panic and drama etc but just a pregnant sparky thought which does what is fulfilled moments ago. Mind rules our action and breathing rules our mind said the wise / & “Being” has mastered air management.
The fragrance of the “ACT” is encompassing as ether carries it to simultaneous epochs.
Uri Gellar did it his way by bending spoons. ”Being” managed by releasing life forces.
Babies are spared they are raw/ they are blank /they are naïve/ they live in indifference to happiness and fright. THEY FORGET.
New entries are made and the obsolete eaten away every day. Life-force plays hide and seek. The wholesome balance is still kept intact by a sublime process of birth and death.
In its neural catacombs the “Being” still lives every step it does to make the release - first mentally then in action.
Courts across believe that before the action is committed it is not a crime. Inside mental framework thoughts swim which are ascribed as harmless but right now someone is planning the ACT and our “Being “is getting alive in his/her cerebellum with limited scope as they still have reason as a crutch.
Lower species are not even emphasized or cared about before being annihilated but for human extinction they have a rehab system in place for the “Being”.
Anyone who crosses the line is bound to be doomed. We have a plethora of untreated corrupted scavengers who can be mass bombed, as they are termites rotting in their cubical cells except some who are genuinely shining with experience of living the “Being”.
Newspapers call it murder, killing or execution and they are precisely accurate because all the doers of the ACT don’t have the balance to do the ACT godlike, these are impatient aggressive bastards who do it because of some low grade calling such as for money or revenge or something - a feeling attached, our “Being” has surpassed these stages, Kasai is near cousin maybe but even he is doing good by feeding janta with animal loafs.

Our “Being” is just an ACT-man with no motive; its reason is the ACT and living it.

I have been pondering if this “Being” is a state of mind of many sane people who we see each day, who are doing the blank act inside them like a programmed flowchart process yet the action will may or may not happen, chances are of very less materialization & even if it emerges It will be a private affair only known partially by the glance by some other member of fraternity who are undergoing the process of living the ACT and mutating into the state of “being” , they say it recognizes similar and alike.
Other than just the release by the “Being” this proposition may deem fit for any other ACT negative or positive as perceived till now by masses, but done in a unique way with immersing in it and not driven  but driving the ACT saintly & sanely.
1930’s said deconstruct & reconstruct - kill all boundaries u knows. Be anew. MY take is of a small humble little poke.
Do the unthinkable.
Reason - till now what is - is unthinkable!!!  Just what seems familiar is all alien. Conditiong destroyed us. And yet some were able to destroy conditioning.
Discover Alien Experience.

Note:
Age is a number to again pin “The Being” but can be anyone above 15 because before that faculty of love is strong and feelings of good & Bad do exist but then all this starts evaporating as water wells in Rajasthan for the unique life-force manifested in some chosen humans.
In one line this deals with killing a human.
The introductory geography makes the mind attuned to sublime forces but then it sprawls ahead inside the “Being” who is the doer,
The act can be anything and is not only restricted to killing and its known repercussions. It should apply to any action as variable encroaching the pro’s and con’s perceived till date for that ACT.
It is up to the reader how to find newness in the old process of any “ACT” and our conditioning regarding it and maybe wanting to go to the mental state of the “Being”.

Kili Kili .