One starts getting experiences only after years and years of sadhana considering we are starting from NIL with respect to past life samskaras of 0 Spiritual inclination.Regarding the practise of celibacy - The goal of all sadhana is to attain and acquire shakti and to be one with the deity so that you can say in truth - aham brahmasmi or shivo aham and not in vedantic sense that all orkut users know that we are god and you are god and she is god or he is god. We all know it but its a knowledge without realization which sadly has no use.
Now, Do not take anyones word except that of Ramakrishna Paramhansa, Vimlananda as these two often said Celibacy is needed for every sadhana initially. Otherwise, you are bound to mess up things. Regular practice of any spiritual discipline for a period of 6months to 1year will make your foundations strong and as Vimlananda says that will activate the forces of nature to assist you. So , Read Aghora more and more to learn something new as long as you dont have a physical Guru. Spiritual discipline in this age is Japa which has been recommended by Sages and Divinities. However, Homam or fire rituals are more effective considering the effects,hence to start with you must think of doing the worship of MahaGanapati in fire, i can arrange for someone who can come and teach you if you are serious about getting a spiritual experience. This is the order of my guru to teach and preach the rituals of fire to anyone who is willing to learn.First think of worshiping Ganesha then you can think about the form of devi...... This is the will of Vimlananda - page no 50 of Kundalini - Aghor2
f one does not acquire shakti - and keeps on spending it by indulging in gratification. How will he do sadhana.... So the rules of sadhana is same for all initially until one becomes a Siddh. Who is a Siddh? One who attains the siddhi of a particular deity or power through sadhana. For such an entity, the rules can be bend as he has achieved a level of success but not for you , me or any of those guys who are still in the journey. Hence , the key is to be patient, believe in scriptures and have faith. That will really help you rather than reading confusing posts. My few cents , ignore or accept it - your wish your call...
Mother is eternally graceful on her children.The past is to be forgotten that is why nature does not allows anyone to remember their past life. Ignore what ever you had done in the past and start working hard in present. She will help and she has to as she too is bonded by the law of karma. All spiritual experiences gets you closer to your deity and soon your limited personality of astral body starts getting replaced by that unlimited personality of a deity who is a part of that ultimate supreme. That is why we all need a Guru why coz Guru represents the Shiva - The parmesthi Guru - the supreme knower of all and everything. Guru teaches us to be like shiva - who is shiva the one who is completely still and rock solid in his dharna-focus. And all aghoris and tantrics worship Shiva coz we want to be rock solid and still while doing sadhana. Only when your focus is ultimate, you have the right to experience a bit of shakti coz then you resemble a part of shiva. And last but not the least, in samshan you cant let your mind waver , you will be screwed with serious damages. Hence, we all do sadhana to be still in our mind,heart and body. Doing sadhana is more important.
I am a very small person and not even worthy of giving any knowledge to anyone. Whatever i said is something that i learned from my Guru out of his grace through some direct experiences.
As my Sadguru keeps on saying " Jhukh ti hai duniya ,jhukane wala chahiye.Keep on doing sadhana that even God is forced to come to you. Where will he go , he has no other alternative but to come to you" i firmly believe in what he says. If a moron like me who is a state of misery with all his weaknesses can get few experiences i am sure there are many who are better than me who can reach great heights.
Everything rests with Sadguru and Maa- she can make anyone reach heights within a blink of an eye.
Vande krishnam JagadGuru and glory be to Vishnumaya.
