Monday, August 16, 2010

Witnessing

lingering fragrance in the subconscious, sensous, serene, tantalizing. The perennial wait of the weight which the flesh longs sometimes so light so swift not at all felt and at other instances heavy enough to crumble you down .The warmth it has is sweet and addictive this it is not a carnal craving but a pure feeling primordially belonging to many lifetimes the real contact is just a final flowering of the fantasies the dreams an array of continuous longings of the jigsaw to be complete.

Interesting enough the divine forces had even scummed to it the most arduous pure not affected were charmed and indulged though they realized later that even their involvement for this whimsical moment had pushed them down deep into the abyss but still they were tempted enough to take the risk just a small spark would rise a desire so strong that would consume the whole being. this is the beginning which is feared always but once entered has path of no return

There is an old technique less known to mortals but personally experimented by me and the followers of the oriental practices would know, that the desire is controlled by the mind and the mind by breath so if breath is managed so is the end resultant controlled to once accordance but how many us take the path against the flowing stream of consumptions

There have been citing that the angels had also fallen for the human race the pleasure so enticing that though knowing the long run outcomes not favorable they risked and involved. The word FALLEN was used by the pure beings of that race because the connotation of this word is negative and according to me the lot of the angels more strict and confiding by the code didn’t see their contemporaries compromising their purity for that pleasure which was of blood and flesh, again demeaning human race is not a very attractive idea to be accepted by me because on oriental arena there are a plethora of cases where god has entered the human body to be a part of us and being amongst us to make us realize that we are but the one and only HIM.

This is my small understanding where I contradict with some serious western scholars but how does it matter that flame is not wiped out the ancient urge still resides in us all. The westerners have classified it as devilish the oriental as forbidden only some brave have looked into and experimented and encountered it by the face that happiness is totally unfathomable so many have written so much but the wait of that soft weight near you makes you go numb this is one experience that if monitored in moderation can be a real out of world experience and if u are smart enough u get it free! lol

Monday, August 9, 2010

Under Currents

sumerian, aramik, sanskrit, the dialect used by the ones who r just a myth now the permanance is lost with every moment it vanishes some r warriors other pawns .this synthesis a fine mesh which seperates the other dimensions why have v closed ourselves in the box i wonder at times, the existence is subjective to the seer, fro a child who is born this world is new for the world he is new the newness is in the madness, madness is not quantifiable and it is not found in asylums but btw u normal humans the lunatics are the only cured it seems at times just a counter balance, but still onn this planet hidden are people this is under currrent the real ones they the umpires the watchers the monitors they keep the balance intact though there is a lot of duplication cloning happening and it turrns out to be a task to understand the real diamond in heaps f coal. winners,artists,acccoumplishers,eeducationalsit,do gooders,profit churner silver spoon carriers, lucky bastards and unlucky ass rubbers, these floodlights are above them. these masters have a real off exsistence and have secrets which are crucial for understanding the larger cause. humans dope go crazy make out vigrously to get a new high and the trap is perrinial u need more threshold to get out of it and there r contemporaries who pull u down under UNDERGROUND into the abyss.. this is not mytological tour of the hell with fire blazing btw the planks but a reality check of wat lies beyond. loud musik bursting then a small door, some unexpected random explicit scenes then a blind gaurd who gets u in where the half tripped blak cloth face covered mystik sits has been a visual used effectivly in cheap hollywood cinema but these mystiks are still tough to detect they work in the underbelly and it is easy for them to b lost in our holy cow nation where excistence is cheap,unwanted and dominated by ny one who is inteligent enough to b the wolf in the sheep. but the seers r there few left but still sorted after and the lands are still pure and this ray shines above the blakness dat v increase for ourselves day by day, the main being lust, not only for flesh but simultaneously for power etc this is a multi utility word. am no improver but a explorer ... i was at a village in western parts of up and i hv seen the village being dependent on the hookah smoking god man who has a spirit in control, and it solved our problem as well , now analyze a place with no water or electricity can solve problems of ppl who hive in from far and white, i read extensively bout the sanskrit txts and the amount of learning u have there is not a comparison to wat others hv to offer and commendable rr those who bring inn practise the principal , the world was btr b4 the net bcoz individdual was bothered ffor himself but with connnectivy comes knowledge and a lot of knowledge brings confusion in choosing the right path nd delusion seeps in, it is v imp to tread the path of systematik right knowleedge for which i hope i can b helpfful bcoz this concept which is considered a cult is handled with freevolous attitude which has destroyed the essence, am no preacher just a awakeneer i plan to start the fire so dat u can b burnt nxt time when u see a ordinary man having cofffee thing 2wice as he may b extra ordinary, so for today go and slap urself . b awake, and keep on searching. THE TRUTH

nanga baba.