Witnessing

lingering fragrance in the subconscious, sensous, serene, tantalizing. The perennial wait of the weight which the flesh longs sometimes so light so swift not at all felt and at other instances heavy enough to crumble you down .The warmth it has is sweet and addictive this it is not a carnal craving but a pure feeling primordially belonging to many lifetimes the real contact is just a final flowering of the fantasies the dreams an array of continuous longings of the jigsaw to be complete.

Interesting enough the divine forces had even scummed to it the most arduous pure not affected were charmed and indulged though they realized later that even their involvement for this whimsical moment had pushed them down deep into the abyss but still they were tempted enough to take the risk just a small spark would rise a desire so strong that would consume the whole being. this is the beginning which is feared always but once entered has path of no return

There is an old technique less known to mortals but personally experimented by me and the followers of the oriental practices would know, that the desire is controlled by the mind and the mind by breath so if breath is managed so is the end resultant controlled to once accordance but how many us take the path against the flowing stream of consumptions

There have been citing that the angels had also fallen for the human race the pleasure so enticing that though knowing the long run outcomes not favorable they risked and involved. The word FALLEN was used by the pure beings of that race because the connotation of this word is negative and according to me the lot of the angels more strict and confiding by the code didn’t see their contemporaries compromising their purity for that pleasure which was of blood and flesh, again demeaning human race is not a very attractive idea to be accepted by me because on oriental arena there are a plethora of cases where god has entered the human body to be a part of us and being amongst us to make us realize that we are but the one and only HIM.

This is my small understanding where I contradict with some serious western scholars but how does it matter that flame is not wiped out the ancient urge still resides in us all. The westerners have classified it as devilish the oriental as forbidden only some brave have looked into and experimented and encountered it by the face that happiness is totally unfathomable so many have written so much but the wait of that soft weight near you makes you go numb this is one experience that if monitored in moderation can be a real out of world experience and if u are smart enough u get it free! lol